Just mail me your feelings with caution
Say what's on your mind, so I can understand
Tonight, I just wanna stay by your side
Those nights when I can't sleep,
Feels like an eternity to me.
If you understand my heart,
Then why you wanna leave me?
As a girl, I can't take the initiative to hold you back.
Touch me, hold me. love me, don't tease me

AH AHHHHHH SAY WHAAAAAAAR!? IT'S cawwii's BIRTHDAY ~~

誕生日おめでとう WOOOOOOOOOOOOOT WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT
I WISH YOU ALL THE BEST IN THIS WORLD .*** ♥ ♥





- we keep our deepest secrets, share our weirdest dreams. when i'm stuck or just confused i know that i can count on you, you're my best friend.


AND NOW, LET'S PAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARTY ! -cheers-

i'm in the mood for memes as you can see haha XD so klara (cawwii) gave me some questions and i shall answer them, if i can that is haha XD ^^

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so thats all, ufff and now i'm thirsty ahaha XD
nah nah i'll go to bed cause i have school in the morning to b byeeee ~~

well i'm not so happy ( the reason is real madrid's lost >.>) so i saw that klara (cawwii) posted some cool meme's and i decided to make one of them -nod nod-

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so that's it meme finito (x

i just came home from school and the first thing i did was to check my lj page ahaha (x maaan like it so much that it's getting slightly weird ;) i might even change my profile, cause i have it for like too long now hihih ~
and for some weird reason i like todays day very much, it's so cool outside ahhh. but i should study math now cause i have test on thursday x.x so that's cool at all


sky from yesterday ;3 (it was sooo lovely)


anyways i shall go now -


I REALLY WANT SOME CHOCOLATE ; D

uffff, guess what? I HAVE NEW LAYOUT and NEW BANNER and that's just wonderfuuuuuuuuuuul isn't it? hahah XD anyways i kinda got fed up with my old layout so tadaaaa ~~

and that really all i wanted to say really, interesting huh? (;
anyways i should really be in bed now, cause it's school time tomorrow hureeeey x.x'

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaanaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa IT'S NII'S B DAY TODAY -boogies down- and yet again you're one year older hihi (x

so

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ~~

and i wish alllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll the best &hearts:♥

i really hate days like this, i mean it wasn't that bad overall but thinking about my dad was probably the worse thing ever. and somehow i remembered that good charlotte's song emotionless or something like that and it's about banj's and joel's father. i can really relate to their story so that's probably why that song makes me cry like a little baby. ohhh another thing, i found a picture of me and my father (which is a miracle cause we have like only two pictures together w.w)



"Its been a long hard road without you by my side.
Why weren't you there all the nights that we cried?
You broke my mother's heart,
You broke your children for life.
Its not okay,
but we're alright.
I remember the days you were a hero in my eyes,
but Those are just a long lost memory of mine.
I spent so many years learning how to survive,
now I'm writing just to let you know I'm still alive."

"And sometimes I forget,
and this time,
I'll admit,
That I miss you,I miss you,
Hey Dad..."

so as promised i'm gonna post pics from greece :3
and once again it was CRAZZZZZZZZZZZZZZY!!! partying 24/10* (but i shall not post the party pics cause they're horrible ahahaha omg)

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oiiii honez, obsie is back again. well actually i came back on monday but i had to have some rehab days ahahaha XD IT WAS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO CRAZY IN GREECE, say woooooot (x well i still didn't re-fill my batteries but i'm better now hahaha XD and i will post pics aswell but i'm just way too lazy so as soon as i put them on my pc i'll post them -nodnod-

anddd for does who dodn't know the awesome news yet. i have new PC woooooot -boogies- i just love love love it <3 (hp pavillion dv9000)


c'yaaaaa .**

chaaaaa ~ well this will probably be my last post before i go to greece so i just want to say bai to all of you (x i still havea lot of packing to do but i'm just way too lazy to do it hahaha XD but we're leaving at 3.30 am so i still have some time ne -winkwink-

saaaaaay WOOT?! well my mp died last week and i've been very sad because of that cause i bought it with my own money and stuff (x so my mom bought me new one yesterday with 8 freaking GB aaaaaaaaaaa -parteeeey- it's so pretty so i named it GEE (cause i want my own gee so badly hahahaah o.o) also yesterday was so much fun omg ahahah XD but i had to be at home by 1am so that kinda sucked but anyways, it's was awesomeeeeee -boogies down-

well i should really go and start packing now. so see ya cutipies in 10 days or so.
MISS ME! cause i'll miss you ♥


pies: heh, listen to new bigbang song "stay" it really touches my heart, i simply adore it and seung ri's voice is just too lovely + the way that top says love uffff -melts- *__*

that's my little cousin, isn't he just too cute? ♥

KAI ♥
















- and that's all i can say right now!

shalalala i dyed my hair on RED again. -boogies- i was orange for some time now, and i had horrible roots going on, so i was kinda choosing between orange and red, but everybody told me that i should go back to red so i did it ahaha XD and no not just because of that, but because i really love the color :3

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and i shall go and watch tokyo drift (x

yes yes yes i'm going crazy about shorts. KAI'S SHORTS. well actually kai in his shorst. omg what the heeeeeeeeeeeeeeell ?? today when i was at carry's place we watched "making of DIM" (well that was after i dyed her hair) and kai was playing drums in shorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrts. FUCK !! his legs are so perfect, and soft and omg i'm going crazy -nods-
i'll just ask you one very simple question. WHY THE FUCK IS HE SO DAMN PERFECT?! WHY?


okay i shall stop now, but o em geeeee *____*







SHORTSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS WOOT WOOT !

well it's kinda late and i'm waiting for my turn in the bathroom, and i don't really know what to do so i'm writing this blog. :3 anyhow ever since DIM came out i just can't stop listening to it, cause it's so damn amazing. hureeeeeey < 3
and now i shall put the new gazette's songies on my phone and my mp3/mp4 (whatever that is, but it's sony hahah XDD)

and something not so awesome happened to me an hour ago. i had a BUG in my room, and i have this weird fobia on this little creepy things -.- so i vacuumed it, and it's gone for good. well it better be!! muahahaha XDD

uuuu and something else, korea has a neeeeeeeeew singer and he's so cute. yum yuuuum and he also has lovely voice so you should definitely check him out. ouu and his name is BANG DAE YOUNG! -wink wink- *__*





~ˇSAY CHEESEEEEEEEE ;D

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa it's finally the 15th ya ya ya DIM is out! -jumps- i'm so freaking happy, i woke up at 7am today just to listen to DIM cause i couldn't wait anymore haha XD but i had few problems cause it's 9am now and i'm listening to DIM for the first time now. when i downloaded DIM for the first time i noticed that i don't have "in the middle of chaos" so i decided to download it again. and when i downloaded DIM for the second time my pc blocked so i had to restart it (yaaay -.-) and so slightly pissed i downloaded DIM for third time hahah XD and guess what? now i have 2 invisible wall's and one song is missing, this is sooooooooo weird ahaha XDDD anyhow i shall enjoy my DIM now cause it's unbelievably amazing.


THE GAZETTE ♥






pies: nakigahara is for sure one of the best songs EVER! and ruki's voice might kill ya (x

hola amigitooooos!! (x
i finally have holidaaaaaaaaaays, i finished with school today at 7.30 when i passed my last "summer exam" hureeeeeeeeeey :D im so freaking happy.
and today i shall get drunk ahaha 8DD -laughs-

and and and hollllly shizzz; big bang's new songie is so crazzzzzy ahaha ;D
ye ye ye

FO SHOOOO BBY !!

hellou hellou, sexy people (:
it's been so long since i last updated my lj 8D woops.
so school has FINALLY ended (well almost, cause i have 2 summer exams: maths and geography)and now we have holidaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaays for 2 months. THANK YOU god?!ahaha XD anyhow, i'm kinda dissapointed in myself but i have "summer exams" next week so i have to study hard now. -nods-

BLUUUUUP~~~

WOAH!!! i should really post more often ne? teeheee~~
well anyways, the thing is that i have holidays YAAAAAAAAAAAY (x and now i have time to spam ya people, it's not that i didn't have time before i was just too lazy to post anything ohohoh i suck i know. so as i mentioned i have holidays and that means that carry has holidays, WE have holidays. that means --> PARTTTTTY TIME -sexes- XDD
and so i slept at her place yesterday and we watched too many asias hotties *___*

FIRSTLY: pcs carnicaaaaaaal, man isn't that just the best? i loved it, and our boys are just getting better and better and SEXXXXIER o.o -coughs-

SECONDLY: fo sure one of the best movies ever CROWS ZEROOOOO -dies- if you didn't watch it before, WATCHHHHHHHHH IT IT'S A MUST !!!

( SHUN OGURI !!! <333 )

THIRDLY: super awesome and super girly dorama mei-chan no shitsuji- YEAH! BUTLERSSSSSSS! this dorama will make you wanna have a butler hahah XD cause they're just so sexy, carry and me will get our own butlers aswell ahahahahaha jkjk (x

and now i'm drinking milk, cold milk that is. i don't like hot milk ahahaha XDDD and yes that was very important (x